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  • Paulleverich avatar

    Introduction to who I am. My name is Paul Leverich.

    I’ve lived enough life to know that most people only show you the highlight reel. The clean parts. The filtered parts. The “I’ve got it all together” parts.

    That’s never been me.

    I’ve walked through loss, pressure, mistakes, reinvention, faith, doubt, rebuilding, and starting over more times than I can count. I’ve learned that growth is rarely pretty. It’s loud. It’s lonely. It’s sacred. It’s stubborn.

    I’m a thinker. A builder. A question-asker. A man who refuses to stay small just to make other people comfortable.

    I believe truth matters. Integrity matters. Discipline matters. Healing matters. Legacy matters.

    I’m here to talk about real life. Business. Spirit. Strategy. Pain. Purpose. Systems. Survival. Becoming.

    No masks. No fake perfection. No borrowed personalities.

    Just perspective, progress, and honest conversation.

    If you’re here to grow, rebuild, and think deeper than the surface, you’re in the right place.

    Welcome.

    Paulleverich•...

    Felt like it was needed hopefully I am right!

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  • Bishop Dennis Davis avatar

    Are there any Christians on UpTrust? I'm sure you're out there. I hope you join the group! May God bless you abundantly, and make you a blessing to others! 

    jocawritesinChristian Fellowship International•...
    I say "consider myself" instead of "call myself" as a turn of phrase. I am a follower of Jesus, and have been for a couple of decades now. I just like to say things in weird ways, I guess. It's good for me! I've taken to journaling again....
    personal reflections
    christianity
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  • UpTrust Admin avatar
    AMA with Brian Robertson. Rewatch the live AMA! Brian Robertson is the Holacracy founder now building a psychedelic church based on love, presence, and service
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNkLjLqKh7s
    Philip•...

    Sounds like my relateful friendships : )

    personal reflections
    friendship and relationships
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  • valerie@relateful.com•...

    A Love Letter to NFL Football

    The Super Bowl is happening this weekend and with it, the end of the football season.  It seems a fitting time for me to reflect on the little love affair I’ve had with NFL football for the past six years.  It is a bit odd that I picked up football later in life....
    personal reflections
    nfl football
    pandemic experiences
    sports culture
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  • James•...

    First Post On UpTrust

    This kiddo inspires me to be the best I can be.  Drop a thread or uptrust if you agree. Embracing play, connection, and not taking myself too seriously in this post!...
    social media
    personal reflections
    inspirational
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  • Sara Schultz•...

    Solomon is a Baby Angel

    Ever since I was a child I recognized that some of my thoughts “glow.” Many many times since Solomon was born I have thought “Solomon is a baby angel” but tonight I had the glowing thought ✨ “Solomon is a Baby Angel” ✨ The former could be translated into “Solomon is my little...
    spirituality
    parenting
    personal reflections
    love and relationships
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  • Tariya avatar

    If this platform is built on trust, then I vow to show up as I am — open, honest, and real. Will I fail this test or flourish? Let’s find out.

    Tariya•...

    Haha, I love that perspective — failing forward! I’m sure I’ll have my share of those moments too. Thanks for the warm welcome! 

    personal reflections
    motivation
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  • Arun avatar

    Some folks in NYC turned an apartment into a community space in a way that sounds (at least on the face of it) pretty delightful: https://supernuclear.substack.com/p/case-study-merlins-place

    Makes me wonder about doing something like that in my home – but then i find myself getting antsy. I like having a haven of quiet mineness – might even need it.

    But also, when I read that post, something comes alive in me. It feels really exciting to imagine being a part of a community/space like this. Having a village sounds really nice (at least when I romanticize it and ignore the fact that there's a reason for the phrase "village idiot").

    (meta: this post is also an effort to see if I can make this place feel like that. Feels like it needs to be able to include this kind of half-baked personal missive in addition to "bridgy" expertise and conversations about civilizational well-being. Technically, it can, of course. But spiritually? I'm not sure. I mean, it might just be that I don't particularly gravitate towards being part of a mostly textual virtual space. :shrug:)  

    jordanSA•...
    I feel you. I think there's a lot of wisdom and functionality in wanting a thing and not wanting to be the one who creates it... It reminds me of when I was a musician, being grateful not all audience members were also musicians... although there's grief here too....
    psychology
    personal reflections
    creativity
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  • jordan avatar

    What's good about Trump? I don't follow (American national) politics a ton, but I know Trump is an incredibly divisive figure who just got convicted of 34 felony counts, while still being favored as the Republican candidate for the next presidential race.

     What's good about him, what he's done, and his policies? For example, less death in foreign wars—even the biased ChatGPT admits:

    Trump's foreign policy led to fewer foreign deaths due to a reduction in large-scale military engagements, and his administration did not initiate new large-scale wars or military interventions—a significant departure from previous administrations that engaged in extensive military campaigns, such as the Iraq and Afghanistan wars.

    jordanSA•...
    I appreciate the personal concerns expressed here, and you’re opening up your history. I think some of the appointments are also exciting, but I worry that they won’t last....
    philosophy
    personal reflections
    politics
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  • valerie@relateful.com avatar

    Being Out of Sync in a Group Meeting. I was just in a meeting that I was leading where, almost every time I spoke, someone else spoke at the same time. The other person would continue speaking and I would stop. It was as if my timing was wrong; I was out of sync with the group. I imagine there were a number of things going on. One is that I was holding the list of topics to talk about as if we needed to get through all of them in the time we had, while the group wanted to savor and speak to each item at length. But it wasn’t just that. Within a topic, I was always bumping against someone else, timing wise. It felt awful. Any ideas or comments about this phenomena?

    jordanSA•...

    <3 How was today’s meeting for you? Did it feel the same, different, something else? Do you feel like you got to have fun and enjoy it more?

    communication
    personal reflections
    meeting dynamics
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  • sness avatar

    Hello! And a question on measuring the quality of a connection. Hi Uptrusters! Sara here, joining for the conversations (debates? connections? community?) and because I’ve been frothing to see the inside of this platform ever since Jordan told me about it 🤤.

    Since I imagine the best way to say hello here is to start an interesting conversation, here’s something I’ve been noodling on lately.

    Right now I’m doing a bunch of research on loneliness and social isolation (two different things, as it turns out!) to write an article on How to make friends for the publication Clearer Thinking, which i think does the best independent psychological research and tool development of anywhere I know. In case you want more context for this post, here is the draft of the first half of the article, posted on my Substack while I’m working on it. https://authenticrevolutionary.substack.com/p/how-to-make-friends-part-1-inner?r=34w9f

    There are a few research questions that have come up for me as I do this, areas of study that I think could be more explored and would be exciting to look at if we ever have Ph.Ds or grant funding for our field. If this topic interests people lmk and I’ll post more of the questions.

    Here’s one I’ve been thinking on. There are a number of studies that look at how social connectedness, whether strong or weak-tie, affects health and happiness.

    However, the metrics they use to ASSESS social connectedness seem…maybe incomplete, to me? For instance, I was reading a study this week on how the quality of conversations affects happiness and a sense of connection (study available here, if you want to read the results: https://psycnet.apa.org/manuscript/2019-62902-001.pdf)

    The metrics they used to assess quality of connection were:
    - Self-disclosure
    - Depth of conversation (rated from superficial to substantive)
    - Liking of the other person
    - Prior knowledge of the other person

    So here’s my question. What other metrics, if any, do you think would be pertinent to assessing the quality of a connection?

    jordanSA•...
    i love these— has anything about me changed as a result of this connection? (point of view, how I’m feeling, how I’m relating to something) have I come across a new aspect of the person?...
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    interpersonal relationships
    personal reflections
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  • B

    Telling people that I upvoted/downvoted their comment when I do and telling them why. (Triggered)(Feel super activated about the hiddenness and anonymity of the downvoting)

    I want to see what happens when it’s ok to be explicit about affecting someone’s status.

    (Fear that I’ll be avoided and ultimately alone. Anger at everything.)

    (Longing to be the next me that’s social-cue numb to my own abrasiveness).

    Not sure if this is triggered or not but I want the consequences of being known.

    nat•...
    I like how it feels in my body to face the consequences of being known. This surprises me. But I am also frustrated at Twitter for suspending my account, telling me that I violated their rules, but not pointing to what I did specifically. So I’d rather know than not know....
    online communities
    social media
    personal reflections
    digital rights and privacy
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  • marcello•...

    Cities and Ambition

    I recently reread this Paul Graham essay [ https://www.paulgraham.com/cities.html ]. It’s about what messages individual places send their inhabitants vis-a-vis which ambitions are good....
    sociology
    cultural studies
    personal reflections
    urban studies
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  • nat avatar

    The pressure to be thoughtful. It’s an interesting thing - this feeling that I need to post something thoughtful here. I’m feeling tension emerge in my abdomen. There’s a belief that there’s a right and a wrong way to engage in this community with no clarity on what is right or wrong. Noticing that and letting that be.

    peteSA•...

    I’m just an asshole idiot and it’s going great over here. Maybe try being the worst?

    personal reflections
    social behavior
    sarcasm and irony
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  • jordan avatar

    Some Thoughts on Boundaries. Boundaries are mine. My portals to connection. They’re statements of fact: “whoops, I’m sorry, it turns out I can’t love from here anymore.”

    The purest form doesn’t require anyone else to uphold. I can say “no” to a party I don’t want to go to. I can turn off my phone at bedtime. Asking someone not to interrupt me or not answering emails after work can feel a little trickier to uphold, because I have to be willing to walk away.

    There are a bunch of socially agreed upon boundaries that are upheld by law enforcement, like cease and desists or restraining orders. It’s often not simple—in Texas I have a right to refuse anyone setting foot on my property (but what about racism, when my property is a business?).

    There are some thoughts for now...

    cvbarcia2013@gmail.com•...

    I love the topic simply because it lands deeply personal for me.

    psychology
    emotional intelligence
    personal reflections
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